It continued on and on for days and days, months and months and when at last I felt myself fucked up, I specially consulted a new gynecologist who was one of the most renowned doctors for woman and their personal problems that needed special attention and treatment in the city of Kolkata. But in the end, all I found out was nothing but the infusion of intense pain in my body with every day that passed by and which made my menstrual cycle worse than one could expect it to be.. I felt myself lost in life but still I didn’t know why but there was a little hope of survival still left inside me..” Will she live long enough to see herself married to the same person she had loved for her whole life? Will she ever be able to get her family back out of the shame of the disorder their daughter was going through which was typically an orthodox mentality that still existed somewhere in India!? And of all, even after all this if she survived would she forgive them and accept them back into her life so easily?!