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"The Moment I Chose to Write"

Mahima Jain
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Submitted to Contest #2 in response to the prompt: 'Write about the moment your character decided to write their own story.'

The rain tapped against the window like a quiet insistence, a gentle rhythm that filled the silence of Elara’s small apartment. She sat at her desk, staring at the blank pages of a leather-bound notebook, her fingers curled around its edges. The dim glow of her desk lamp flickered slightly, casting long shadows across the worn wooden surface. Outside, the world continued in its usual, unremarkable way: cars splashed through puddles, hurried figures passed beneath streetlights, and the city breathed its endless sigh.

But inside this room, something was different. Something was shifting.

Elara could feel it—a slow, deliberate pull in her chest, an urgency she could no longer ignore. For years, she had lived on the periphery of stories, consuming them, losing herself in their worlds, but never daring to create her own. She had always convinced herself that writing was for other people—those with grander lives, with richer experiences, with something important to say.

Not her.

At least, that was what she had always believed.

But today, something had changed.

It had started in the small bookstore on the corner of Elm and Seventh, a quiet place she often retreated to when the world felt too loud. She had wandered through the narrow aisles, fingers trailing along spines of books, breathing in the scent of old paper and ink. It was a familiar comfort, one she had sought ever since childhood, when her grandmother would read to her by the fire, spinning entire universes with nothing but her voice.

She hadn’t been looking for anything in particular when she saw it—a small, unassuming book on the lower shelf, its cover worn, its edges softened by time. Something about it called to her, and without thinking, she pulled it free and flipped it open.

The first line hit her like a thunderclap:

*"If you do not tell your own story, who will?"*

The words settled deep in her chest, stirring something raw and restless. She read them again, as if testing their weight, as if trying to understand why they suddenly felt so personal.

Because they were.

Elara had spent so much of her life waiting. Waiting for the right moment, for the right words, for some kind of permission to begin. But as she stood there, book in hand, she realized something: life was not waiting for her. The world kept spinning, days kept passing, and if she did not claim her story, no one else would.

The thought terrified her.

And yet, it also set her free.

She had bought the book without hesitation, clutching it to her chest like a secret, and rushed home, her mind buzzing. Now, in the quiet of her apartment, she sat with her notebook open, staring at the empty pages, feeling the weight of possibility pressing down on her.

Could she really do this?

She hesitated, fingers hovering over the page, her pen poised but unmoving. Doubt crept in, whispering all the reasons why she shouldn’t—why she couldn’t.

*What if I’m not good enough? What if no one cares? What if I fail?*

The questions were familiar, old ghosts that had kept her silent for too long. But then, another thought surfaced, quiet yet insistent:

*What if I don’t?*

What if she never tried? What if she let the fear win, let the words inside her fade before they ever had the chance to exist?

She swallowed hard, her grip tightening on the pen.

Then, she wrote the first word.

It felt like stepping off a ledge, into something vast and uncharted. But then, the words began to come, hesitant at first, then steady, then flowing with a kind of urgency she hadn’t expected.

*"I have spent too long waiting for permission to begin. But life does not wait. Stories do not wait. And so, I will write."*

As soon as the words were on the page, something in her shifted. It wasn’t perfect, nor was it grand. But it was hers.

And that was enough.

She kept writing, letting the words spill out without censoring them, without questioning whether they were good enough. She wrote about the moments that had shaped her—the quiet ones, the painful ones, the ones that had gone unnoticed. She wrote about the bookstore, about the feeling of holding that book in her hands, about the realization that had hit her like a spark to dry kindling.

She wrote about herself, for the first time without apology.

The hours slipped away unnoticed, the rain outside fading into background noise. The pages filled, and with each sentence, the weight in her chest lightened.

This was what she had been afraid of?

Not failure. Not imperfection.

But beginning.

And now that she had, she knew she would never stop.

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