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Between us
Ujjawal Dawna
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The text message hit like a ghost from another life.

Hey, it's Evan. From Pine Hill High. I'm in town for a week. Coffee?

My thumb hovered over the screen as memories flooded back. Evan Chen. The kid who'd been everywhere and nowhere in my high school universe. Not quite a friend, not quite a stranger—a cosmic blip in the constellation of my teenage years that somehow felt significant now, twelve years later.

Why now? Why him?

I typed and deleted three responses before settling on casual ambivalence.

Sure. Grounds on Maple tomorrow at 3?

Three dots appeared immediately. Then disappeared. Then appeared again.

Perfect. See you then, Marcus.

I set my phone down on the kitchen counter and stared out the window at the October rain. Weird how life circles back sometimes, like a boomerang you forgot you threw.



Grounds on Maple hadn't existed when we were in high school. Back then, this part of town was just abandoned warehouses and broken dreams. Now it was all exposed brick, hanging plants, and overpriced espresso. Gentrification's march was relentless, turning the ruins of our youth into playgrounds for the affluent.

I arrived ten minutes early and claimed a corner table, ordering a black coffee to steady my inexplicable nerves. What was I even nervous about? This wasn't a date. This wasn't even a reunion with someone I'd been close to. Evan and I had been lab partners in AP Chemistry senior year. We'd worked on the yearbook committee together. We'd nodded in hallways and occasionally shared eye-rolls during particularly tedious assemblies.

But we'd never hung out. Never exchanged phone numbers. Never—

"Marcus Evans. Still punctual as ever."

I looked up and there he was—familiar yet startlingly different. The gangly, awkward boy with perpetually tousled hair had transformed into a man with confident posture and a sharp jawline. His smile, though—that was exactly the same.

"Evan." I stood, unsure if we were supposed to shake hands or hug or what. He solved the dilemma by pulling me into a quick, firm embrace.

"Man, you look exactly the same," he said, sliding into the seat across from me. "Except the glasses are gone."

"LASIK," I explained. "Three years ago."

"Suits you." He glanced around the café. "This place is nice. Very... Portland-meets-Brooklyn."

"It used to be Wilson's Hardware. Remember that place?"

Evan's eyes lit up. "Old man Wilson! He used to chase us out for reading the magazines without buying them."

"That was you? I always paid for mine."

"Of course you did." Evan laughed, the sound unexpectedly warming something inside me. "Always the good kid."

A barista approached, and Evan ordered some complicated concoction with oat milk and cinnamon. When she left, a brief silence settled between us, thick with unasked questions.

"So," I finally said, "what brings you back to Millfield?"

"My mom's sixtieth birthday." He rotated his water glass slowly. "Big family thing this weekend. I flew in early to... I don't know, recalibrate, I guess."

"And you thought of me?" The question came out more pointed than I'd intended.

Evan met my eyes directly. "I've thought of you more than you'd probably believe, Marcus."

The statement hung between us, loaded with something I couldn't quite identify.

"Last I heard, you were in Seattle," I said, changing the subject. "Tech industry, right?"

"Was. Now I'm in Chicago. Architectural visualization." He took a sip of his water. "What about you? Still here in Millfield?"

There was no judgment in his voice, but I felt defensive anyway. "I moved back three years ago. After my dad's stroke."

"I'm sorry, I hadn't heard. Is he—?"

"He's okay. Limited mobility on his right side. My mom needed help, and my sister's got her hands full with twins in Baltimore, so..." I shrugged. "Anyway, I can work remotely. Financial analysis isn't exactly location-dependent."

Evan nodded, studying me with an intensity that made me uncomfortable. "You always were good with numbers."

"And you were good with words," I countered. "I still remember that speech you gave at graduation."

"God, that speech." He groaned. "So pretentious."

"It wasn't. It was hopeful."

The barista delivered Evan's drink, a towering creation topped with a precise swirl of whipped cream. He thanked her with a warm smile that made her blush slightly.

"Some things never change," I remarked after she walked away. "You still have that effect on people."

"What effect?"

"The Evan Chen Effect. One smile and everyone falls a little bit in love with you."

He laughed, but there was a hint of discomfort in it. "If only that were true." He took a careful sip of his drink, then set it down with purpose. "Actually, Marcus, there's something specific I wanted to talk to you about."

A jolt of anxiety shot through me. Here it came—whatever real reason he'd reached out after all these years.

"Okay," I said cautiously.

"Do you remember senior year? The night of the winter formal?"

The question blindsided me. Of all the things I expected him to bring up, that wasn't on the list.

"Vaguely," I lied.

"You're a terrible liar, Marcus. Always have been."

I sighed, caught. "Fine. Yes, I remember."

How could I forget? The night I'd stood in the parking lot of the Starlight Bowl, snow falling around us, and watched Evan Chen drive away with Melissa Hargrove. The night I'd realized that the strange, persistent ache I felt whenever he was around had a name.

"We need to talk about what happened," Evan said quietly.



The café suddenly felt too small, too public. By unspoken agreement, we paid our bill and stepped outside. The October afternoon had turned golden, the earlier rain leaving everything with a clean, sharp scent.

We walked toward Riverfront Park in silence. My mind raced, reconstructing that night twelve years ago piece by jagged piece.

The formal had been at the Starlight Bowl, a retro bowling alley with a ballroom upstairs. I'd gone stag, convinced by friends that going alone was better than missing it entirely. I'd spent most of the night by the punch bowl, watching other people have fun, until Evan had appeared beside me, his bow tie already undone.

"Dance floors are overrated," he'd said, pouring himself some punch.

"Says the guy who's been out there all night."

"Research purposes." He'd grinned. "I can now definitively state that dancing is highly overrated."

We'd ended up talking for nearly an hour, huddled in a corner while Whitney Houston and Boyz II Men blasted around us. It was the longest conversation we'd ever had. About college plans. About fears. About the future stretching before us, terrifying and exhilarating.

And then Melissa had appeared, resplendent in emerald green, her hand possessively finding Evan's arm.

"We should go," she'd said, not looking at me. "The after-party's starting."

Evan had hesitated. "You want to come, Marcus? It's at Tyler's lake house."

Before I could answer, Melissa had tugged him away. "His dad's waiting with the car, Evan. We have to go now."

I'd followed them outside, not ready for our conversation to end. In the parking lot, beneath gently falling snow, Evan had turned back.

"You should come," he'd said again, something urgent in his voice.

"It's fine," I'd replied. "I have that Calc test Monday, anyway."

He'd looked at me for a long moment, snow catching in his dark hair. "Marcus, I—"

"Evan!" Melissa had called from the car.

And then he was gone, leaving me standing in the swirling snow, wondering what he'd been about to say.

Now, twelve years later, we reached the park and found a bench overlooking the river. The afternoon sun glinted off the water, nearly blinding.

"I shouldn't have left with Melissa that night," Evan said abruptly.

I kept my eyes on the river. "It was a long time ago."

"I know, but..." He leaned forward, elbows on his knees. "I've regretted it for twelve years."

I turned to look at him. "Why?"

"Because I wanted to stay with you." The words came out in a rush. "Because I knew, even then, that we had some kind of connection. And I was too scared to see what it was."

My heart hammered against my ribs. "We barely knew each other, Evan."

"That's not true, and you know it." His gaze was steady, challenging. "We orbited each other for four years, Marcus. Always aware, always watching, never quite connecting. That night was the first time I felt like maybe we could."

The accuracy of his description unsettled me. That was exactly how it had been—a constant awareness, a gravitational pull I'd never fully understood.

"So what?" I said, more harshly than I intended. "That was high school. We were different people."

"Were we?" He turned to face me fully. "Because I remember you, Marcus. I remember how you always had a book with you. How you'd help anyone who asked, but never asked for help yourself. How you'd get this little crease between your eyebrows when you were thinking hard about something." His voice softened. "Like you have right now."

I consciously relaxed my forehead, annoyed that he'd called it out. "What's your point, Evan?"

"My point is, I think I missed something important back then. And I think maybe you did too."

A jogger passed by, earbuds in, completely oblivious to the seismic conversation happening on our bench.

"You're married," I said, nodding toward the ring on his left hand.

Evan looked down at it, almost surprised to see it there. "Divorced. Finalized three months ago." He twisted the ring. "Haven't quite gotten used to taking it off yet."

"I'm sorry."

"Don't be. It was a mistake from the beginning." He finally slipped the ring off and tucked it into his pocket. "Ryan was great. Is great. We just wanted different things."

Ryan. Not Melissa. Not a woman at all.

"Oh," I said, ineloquently.

"Yeah." He smiled faintly. "Turns out I wasn't as straight as I thought I was in high school."

"When did you figure it out?"

"Sophomore year of college. You?"

"Junior year of high school," I admitted.

Evan's head snapped up. "Wait, you knew in high school? Were you out?"

"No. God, no. Not in Millfield, not then."

"So at the formal...?"

"Yeah," I said quietly. "I knew."

The implications settled between us, reshaping our shared history.

"Well, shit," Evan said finally. "We really did miss something, didn't we?"



We ended up at Roselli's for dinner, the ancient Italian place downtown that had somehow survived every economic downturn and chain restaurant invasion. The red-checkered tablecloths and Chianti bottles with candles were exactly as I remembered from prom night dinners and celebration meals.

"This place is a time capsule," Evan marveled, looking around. "I swear that's the same waiter who caught us trying to order wine with fake IDs."

"It is," I confirmed. "That's Giorgio. He owns the place now."

As if hearing his name, Giorgio glanced over and did a double-take, recognition dawning on his weathered face. He hurried over, arms spread wide.

"The Evans boy! And—" he squinted at me, "—Marco! Mama mia, the high school boys return as men!" He clapped us both on the shoulders. "Special occasion?"

Evan and I exchanged glances. "Just catching up," I said.

"Old friends," Evan added.

Giorgio looked between us, a knowing twinkle in his eye. "I bring you the good wine. On the house." He winked and bustled away before we could protest.

"Were we that obvious?" I wondered.

"Apparently to everyone but ourselves." Evan unfolded his napkin with a snap. "So, tell me about your life, Marcus. The real version, not the polite café summary."

Over bruschetta and later, steaming plates of pasta, we filled in the twelve-year gap. I told him about my brief, disastrous stint in investment banking in New York. About coming out to my parents at twenty-three. About the series of relationships that had all fizzled for various reasons—work, distance, incompatible life goals.

He told me about Seattle and the startup that had burned bright and fast. About his ex-husband, a pediatric surgeon whose career always came first. About his move to Chicago for a fresh start.

"And how's that going? The fresh start?" I twirled pasta around my fork.

"Lonely," he admitted. "But necessary."

"And your mom's party? How's that going to be?"

He groaned. "Tense. My sister's still not speaking to me because I missed her kid's baptism for a work thing. My aunts will all want to know when I'm dating again. My dad will pretend my divorce never happened."

"Sounds fun."

"It'll be excruciating." He took a sip of the wine Giorgio had brought—which was, indeed, very good. "You should come with me."

I choked slightly on my pasta. "What?"

"To the party. Saturday night." His face was completely serious. "Save me from family interrogation."

"You want me to be your... what? Shield? Date?"

"Friend," he said. "I want you to be my friend, Marcus. Unless..." He hesitated, then plunged ahead. "Unless you'd like to be something else."

The restaurant suddenly seemed very quiet, though it was still bustling with Friday night customers.

"Evan," I said carefully, "we've spent exactly three hours together as adults."

"I know. It's crazy." He leaned forward. "But doesn't this feel like something? Like we're picking up a conversation we started twelve years ago?"

It did. That was the terrifying thing. Sitting across from him felt like the most natural thing in the world, as if we'd been having dinner together for years.

"I'm not asking for a commitment," he clarified. "I'm asking for a chance. To explore whatever this is."

I studied him, this new-yet-familiar Evan Chen, with his confident smile and vulnerable eyes. My practical, analytical brain screamed that this was absurd. He lived in Chicago. I had responsibilities here. We were essentially strangers.

But another part of me, a part I usually kept carefully locked away, whispered: What if?



Saturday night found me standing in front of my closet, discarding shirt after shirt while my phone buzzed with texts.

Wear the blue one, my sister advised from Baltimore. The one that makes your eyes pop.

I can't believe you're going to a stranger's 60th birthday party, my best friend texted. This is either the beginning of a rom-com or a horror movie.

Need me to be on standby for an emergency call? my colleague offered.

I silenced them all and finally settled on a simple white button-down with dark jeans. Casual but respectful. Friend-appropriate, with just enough effort to suggest I cared about my appearance.

Evan picked me up in a rented Audi, looking unfairly handsome in a charcoal sweater that emphasized his broad shoulders.

"You clean up nice, Evans," he said, giving me an appreciative once-over.

"You're not so bad yourself, Chen."

The party was at his parents' house in the Heights, the affluent neighborhood across town where I'd rarely ventured as a kid. The two-story Colonial was lit up and overflowing with guests, music and laughter spilling from open windows despite the October chill.

"Ready?" Evan asked as we sat in the driveway.

"As I'll ever be."

"Remember, you're my oldest friend from high school. We reconnected when I moved to Chicago and discovered you were working there too."

I raised an eyebrow. "That's quite a backstory."

"My family thrives on details." He turned to me, suddenly serious. "Thank you for doing this."

"What are friends for?" I said lightly.

Inside, the house was a whirlwind of activity. Evan's mother, elegant in a deep purple dress, greeted us warmly.

"Marcus! What a delightful surprise. Evan didn't tell me he'd invited an old classmate." She kissed my cheek, then whispered conspiratorially, "He never brings friends home."

"Mom," Evan protested.

"It's lovely to see you again, Mrs. Chen," I said. "Happy birthday."

"Linda, please. And thank you for coming." She patted my arm. "You must tell me all about Chicago. Evan's descriptions are always so vague."

Before I could respond to this surprising statement, we were swept into the crowd, introduced to cousins and neighbors and family friends whose names I immediately forgot. Evan kept a hand at the small of my back, guiding me through the social maze. The casual intimacy of it sent a current up my spine.

"So how do you two know each other again?" asked a woman Evan had introduced as his aunt.

"High school," I replied automatically.

"Chemistry," Evan said simultaneously.

We looked at each other, and I couldn't help but laugh. "AP Chemistry," I clarified. "We were lab partners."

"And now you're both in Chicago! What a coincidence."

"Universe works in mysterious ways," Evan said, his eyes never leaving mine.

The night progressed in a blur of conversations and introductions. I fielded questions about my job, my family, my relationship with Evan—all while maintaining our agreed-upon story. It was exhausting and exhilarating, like performing in a play where I only half-knew my lines.

Around eleven, I stepped outside for a breather. The backyard was strung with fairy lights, illuminating a stone patio and garden. I found a quiet corner and leaned against a maple tree, watching my breath cloud in the cool air.

"Hiding?" Evan's voice came from behind me.

"Recharging," I corrected. "Your family is wonderful, but there are a lot of them."

He moved to stand beside me, our shoulders nearly touching. "You're doing amazingly. My cousin Lily is convinced we're secretly engaged."

"What? Why?"

"Apparently, we 'look at each other a certain way.'" He made air quotes, looking amused.

"That's ridiculous."

"Is it?" He turned to face me fully. In the soft glow of the fairy lights, his expression was open, vulnerable. "Because I think maybe Lily's onto something."

My heart stuttered. "Evan..."

"I know, I know. It's too fast. We're practically strangers." He ran a hand through his hair, messing it up in a way that was achingly familiar. "Except it doesn't feel that way to me. It feels like—I don't know, like we've been circling each other for years, and we're finally in the same orbit."

The metaphor struck a chord. Wasn't that exactly how I'd always felt about him? Like we were celestial bodies with intersecting paths, destined to cross at certain points in time?

"What are you saying?" I asked, needing him to be clear.

"I'm saying I want to explore this. Us." He gestured between us. "I want to see if this connection is as real as it feels."

"You live in Chicago."

"For now. Nothing's permanent."

"So what, you'd move back to Millfield?" The idea seemed absurd.

"Maybe. Or maybe you'd come to Chicago. Or maybe we'd find somewhere new." He stepped closer. "I know it sounds crazy. But I've spent twelve years wondering what I missed that night at the formal. I don't want to spend another twelve wondering what I missed tonight."

A breeze rustled the leaves above us, sending a shower of golden maple leaves spiraling down around us. One landed on Evan's shoulder, and without thinking, I reached out to brush it away. My hand lingered, feeling the warmth of him through his sweater.

"I'm scared," I admitted. "Not of you, but of what this could mean. Of uprooting my whole life for something that might not work."

"That's valid." He covered my hand with his own, keeping it pressed against his shoulder. "But what if it does work? What if this is the beginning of something extraordinary?"

The question hung between us, full of possibility. Behind us, in the warm, bright house, his family celebrated. Around us, autumn leaves danced in the night air. And before us stretched a future neither of us could predict.

I took a deep breath, feeling like I was standing on the edge of a cliff, about to step off into unknown air.

"There's only one way to find out," I said, and closed the distance between us.

The kiss was both a beginning and a continuation—like picking up a conversation started long ago, but with a vocabulary we'd both been too young to understand then. His hands framed my face, gentle yet certain. Mine found their way to his waist, anchoring us together.

When we broke apart, breathless and a little dazed, Evan rested his forehead against mine.

"Twelve years," he murmured. "Definitely worth the wait."

I laughed softly. "This is insane. You know that, right?"

"Completely." He brushed his thumb across my cheekbone. "But sometimes insane is exactly right."

From the house, we heard his mother calling our names. The real world, intruding.

"We should go back inside," I said reluctantly.

"In a minute." Evan took my hand, interlacing our fingers. "First, I need to know—are we doing this? Really doing this?"

The practical, analytical part of me had a thousand reasons why we shouldn't. Long distance was hard. We barely knew each other as adults. Our lives were established in different cities.

But for once, I silenced that voice and listened to the other one, the one that had always recognized something special in Evan Chen.

"Yes," I said, surprising myself with the certainty in my voice. "We're doing this."

His smile broke like sunrise. "Good."

As we walked back toward the house, hand in hand, I felt something settle inside me—a piece falling into place that I hadn't known was missing. Whatever happened next, whatever challenges lay ahead, I knew one thing for certain: some connections, once made, transcend time and distance. Some people come into your life briefly, leave an indelible mark, and then return when you're finally ready to understand what they mean.

And sometimes, the bridge between then and now is stronger than you ever imagined.

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